Life is short. There are things that I overlook in life because I am too concerned with what other people are thinking of me. I refuse to spend the rest of my life concerned with other people and their views of my life. It is time that I start to love me and the things that I know I am able to offer and accomplish in this world.
I have for so long hidden from myself that I am not even able to explain to a person who I am. There is this film of hazy deception that rests over my eyelids and if I could just peel it back and see me for who I really am and not for what it is that people want for me to be, I could finally get acquainted with what lies within.
I want to hop on a boat and sail away. Sail away from this place that I hold myself hostage. The place that I have allowed life to condemn me. I want to break free and be the person that I am afraid to be, the person that deep down in my heart I really want to be. I no longer want to fear public opinion or the judgement of my conscious mind. I want to be me. I want to be me. I want to be me. I just have to figure out who exactly ‘me’ is.
Oh how it would feel to be chased by love. I promise I’d only swiftly walk. ;)